entry 04.17.24 ~

todays mood:
i'm beginning to understand why things are the way they are around me. maybe i one day will stop being a people pleaser -
and instead please myself (hahaha.)
so to begin this journey, i want to begin making my routine again. which in retrospect i probably will feel like my username on a schedule.
a routine is always hard to establish, and like always, i lack the motivation to care about my personal wellbeing, but i think this time
my mentality is truly over and done being forgotten or pushed aside as if nothing should effect me.
maybe later this week i'll update this with my new schedule i've created for myself :P

psttt. hey. you can return to my journal index here :P